“Oh, can you tell I haven’t slept very well since the last time we have spoke?”

– Unknown

“It’s Beyond Time I Let YOU Go.. I Can’t Live This Way Anymore.”

“& When all is said and done; Love is all we really need <3”

– anonymous

You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone …

Why spend so much damn time trying on something you know that there is aboslutely no chance for? Like completely lost hope. Not a single point in the fucking world. You try so hard to make people happy & then you fall into that ONE fucking relationship and then “POOF” there goes your love life for the rest of your damn life.. We know damn well we will never possibly love like that again. There is no way in hell you would ever completely give your heart to another human being the way you did that ONE person. You’re literally fucked for life.. Life never allows you to love that deep or that hard ever again because your mind tells you to avoid that hurt again by all means neccesary. I mean that would be the smart thing to do right? Subconciously your mind tells you not to. You put this HUGE fucking wall up that is literally impossible for any one else to possibly ever climb for the rest of your lifetime. It is sickening in a way. & extremely dissapointig may i add, considering the fact that quite a few have more than deserved to at least had the chance to be let in. But thanks to that certain somone; my wall only lowers so far; ya know. I will NEVER feel the same way about another human being as I did you and that is just so fucking unfair. I have begged and pleaded for morre time to prove i have completely changed in every type of way possible for you to re-evaluate me and to possibly give me on last chance to prove you wrong. But I get it. Not Worthy. Can’t say I really blame you. I’d be quite done myself. But I know you feel the same way I do. I can feel it when I’m with you. It’s there. It always has been & I know you can feel it. & that has got to be the worst part. I love you more than I have ever loved myself. And I think honestly; that’s the problem. You were the man of my dreams & I just gave up and completely let you go. & then did the impossible on top of that. & I could never be sorry enough. I will never quite forgive myself. Not for any of it. I will forever be sorry & you will forever have a piece of me with you that I’m sure I’ll never be able to get back. I will always love you. Forever & a Day.


“It hurt because it mattered.”

– John Green

“We are all damaged in our own way, no one is perfect.”

– Johnny Depp

“If you want to know where your heart is; look where your mind goes when it wanders.”

“Be with someone that requires you to grow, makes you forget your problems, holds your hand, likes to kiss, appreciates art, and adores you.”